I been seriously craving some good Korean food lately. I think it's the cold weather. It's cold outside, and my feet are cold because I don't want to wear socks, so I keep thinking of hot dishes like Kimchi Jigae, Dakgalbi, or the nice soupy version of Bulgogi. Mmmmmmm. Actually, I made some Kimchi Jigae for dinner the other night, and then ate it for breakfast the next day. Breakfast of champions.
I only lived in Korea for 4 years (a mere 4 out of my almost 42 years), but it is forever a part of my soul now. I think about it, and miss it, almost every single day.
I miss the cheap, delicious, unique food.
I miss ondol heating (in the floor).
I miss having a 7-11 every couple of blocks, open 24/7.
I miss ridiculously fast internet, and exceptional phone coverage.
I miss cheap and easy to use public transportation.
I miss just hopping off at a random subway station and exploring.
I miss being able to walk to....pretty much anything I needed.
I miss having a good reason to wear my hanbok.
I miss the feeling of complete safety.
I miss the festivals and markets.
I miss the friends I made in Korea.
I miss my Korean dentist.
I miss the Korean culture.
I miss the loving people.
I miss the beautiful country.
These are a lot of the same things that everyone says they miss about Korea.....maybe not my dentist. But a lot of what I miss about Korea I can't really put into words. It's just the whole feel of it. And it hurts a little, knowing that I might never go back there again. I hope I do. Someday.
I wonder if Germany will be as much a part of me as Korea. I wonder if it will hurt as much to leave. I have a feeling it will. I love it here so much. We're on our last year here, and I feel like I'm in a room where the walls are slowly closing in on my. I don't have enough time. I definitely don't have enough money to go everywhere I want to go, and do everything I want to do. But the time....the time is killing me.
Sorry if this is a boo-hoo me post, but it's cold. I don't know what that has to do with anything, but you figure it out.